I guess it lost it’s actual meaning.
Maybe it’s just me, but sometimes when I talk to people for the first time, I kind of get scared. I’m afraid that they’ll think that I’m boring and not interesting. Sometimes I just don’t want to say certain things because I don’t want them thinking that I’m some kind of freak and be all like “what are you talking about?”, but then again, how would I keep them interested?
I’m a boring person.
People give up on me too much. I’m so used to it, I don’t even bother to hold them back.That’s one of the reasons i cant get attached.. i always tell myself that this time its going to be different, But it always ends up the same. I just wish someone would stick around. Someone worth fighting for, Not someone thats just going to leave when things get “complicated.” Dont abandon me, please.